Upset @ Sunday, December 19, 2010, 12:19 PM

At least, NOT this week(or the next, since it's a Sunday today).

A lot of things ruined my mood. All of a sudden, I feel like doing Cosplay PS instead of staying at home.

I wonder how my family sees cosplay as. Fine, my mother don't say much, just "Don't spend so much"(well, I don't have that much money to buy them anyways) and nothing more. But others? I don't know. I kinda get irritated when my father ask me "Not going to take photos today?". I know he's just concern, and I really appreciate that he's the only one in the family that doesn't question my Cosplay interest. But his question makes me think that I'm just a spoil brat who goes around taking photos to make myself look nice. That's just MY thought, I'm not blaming my father.

Seriously, what is Cosplay all about? Art, some said. Yes, art, but I'm like just spamming money on it and doing PS. I can't answer properly when people ask me why I cosplay. Sometimes I find it meaningless too, but I get frustrated if someone, especially one from my family(even though they haven't), tell me to stop cosplaying or say that cosplay is useless. I'mma stubborn person - the more you wanna stop me, the more I will never stop. I can insult the things I like, but you can never do that.

This though totally stopped my enthusiasm to cosplay. But I don't want to stay at home. Staying at home is so irritating. I wanna be alone somewhere for now. Work is another fucked up place(I don't know why I hate it so much but I just hate it for no reason. I hate it and I can never change the fact :o). If I have the money, I'll fly to somewhere alone -.-.

I don't want anyone to interfere with the things I wanna do, and the course I wanna take in future.

Totally. No. Mood. For. Anything.

Yes, that may be the real reason why I got attracted to cosplay.

But who will understand? Will they get it?

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