我的心情，如雨季一般——布满天空的灰云直至遮住了阳光，倾盆的大雨是忧愁。我打着伞，不让自己被雨水淋湿，不让忧伤感染。可有时候，我会选择丢弃那把与我相伴的伞，空手独自在雨中漫舞，让泪水与雨水划过脸颊，流入心扉，与悲伤共舞。

Will be MIA for phone and FB till Thursday/Friday.
I just don't feel like replying to anyone.
I... don't need words of encouragement, really.

Can't use words to describe my feelings.
I know out there there're people who feel like slapping my face if they know the situation.
Go ahead, I'll slap you back 10 times more.

My nose is running like a water tap.
I can't be bothered to open my mouth and move my tongue to speak after work.
Good that I did pretty well for Os then.
Shall quit my job this Jan.
So that I don't have to spend my birthday in the company.
I'm turning 17.

I'm still shedding tears of humiliation.
It was overpowering.
The scores are messed up - I don't have that much As.
Life still goes on, there's nothing wrong with me.
The people that I want them to understand just don't.

What a sad truth.
Even her?