一人でも大丈夫。

Okay. Yesterday was work. It was damn tiring 'cause I had this irritating insect bite which caused my toes to swell. And it's still itching now. I've got this feeling that I was scratching it unconsciously yesterday night when I slept LOL. And I have like 5 - 6 mosquito bites on my leg and I got tan. Sigh.

Alright. So I left work at about 11pm and reached home after an hour. Then I slept at 1am. So yeah, I was really reluctant to wake up today. In the morning I was in a pretty unbalanced mood. Firstly my bites are really irritating. Secondly I'm really worried about my portfolio review. I completed my preparation and kind of nua. At 1.30pm I received the most shocking message from my lecturer that my review was pushed forward to 2.30pm, like - 3 hours?! I rushed my makeup in 5 mins (LOL) and rushed out of the house. Good thing that I tidied all my work already!

And yeah shit happens when you don't choose your partner properly. I think I had been very nice since that last module. I thought it's over but you just can't control yourself from saying those mean words, whether it's on impluse or not. And yeah fhell, I didn't blame anyone and fyi SHE is NOT angry at me and I didn't trouble her to rush down to school. In fact, I HELPED HER if not she's gonna missed her chance. I didn't blame everyone except for myself? And FORGETTING the meeting is not a SMALL mistake.

Okay okay. Whatever. It's over! Shall not bring this up again. I don't want it to spoil my good mood today :).

And portfolio review... Isn't so serious at all! LOL.

2. Then Wilson started asking me what is my best and worst subjects. I said VM and Kristine was laughing and trying to explain that I was a good student etc. Christine was browsing through my work and Kristine asked 'Am I very mean to her(to give her a C)?' and I think Christine said 'yes'. LOL.

3. Christine actually took my VM file and scrape book and look at it~
4. There was an awkward silence later and I was starring at them. I spouted that 'Erm I actually prepared the things I wanna say but...' and they went 'Hahahahaha!'. Irene was saying that 'Ohh you prepared but we went to touch here and there so you're lost now'. Ohmygod! It was really funny!
5. Kristine and Wilson both agreed on my weakness of being flicker-minded and adding on elements into my designs which can be overwhelming (although I kind of balanced it out in the end).
6. Christine said that I have good taste and she liked my scrape book very much. I WAS OVERJOYED. SERIOUSLY.
7. They were impressed by my batik painting! 'Cause they went 'wow!'.
8. Irene and Carol was impressed by VM sketches~
9. I was told that I did exceptionally well for someone without an art background.
10. Irene and Carol have the same comment for me lol!
11. Kristine said that my Digital Ess is good~
12. Christine said that since I know where I want to go, I shall work hard and head for RVM!
13. Irene helped me to pack my stuff and carry it out for me LOLOLOLOLLLLLLLL.

It's really the happiest thing in life to be recognized.

Yes, I was still very unsure about myself. I still didn't have confidence for my work. After the review, I felt that my self-esteem grew. I thought that I was average but Irene's feed backs are really encouraging. I didn't know that B was actually a good mark! I could feel that I had been improving since I entered TP.

Hmmm~ I had a lot of things to say but I'm tired hahaha. Today was good. I have the mood to work harder now. Before Friday I'll have free time. I hope that I wouldn't be lazy and start drawing tomorrow!